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13 of Hearts

Leah Bouchier-Hayes

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No one knows The hand that feeds My violent heart. Ruled by secrecy, The pretender all my life. Dead end friends testify No one loves me— And neither do I. Villains of circumstance. Butterflies and hurricanes- The denial twist no one knows.
 
Breathe Again. I don’t want to lose you. Lost part of me. Sometimes lost with you Through your eyes. Let it hurt – this moment. Breathe again— See the sun Where the shadow ends. Come home— I don’t want to let you go.
 
Remember me as a time of day. Close to the morning, Near light— The great longing Of an unquiet heart. To speak of solitude; To whisper to closeness Only in the dark. Fragile hopes and past desires, Timeless—Waiting; Holding; Breathing. Your hand
 
Morning meditation tides Dead again— I wanted to leave, To let you go— Howling, heavy heart Rescue me— Take in the roses, Poison to you. Let me let you go. I'm tired— Life is not the same.
 
When the lights come on- The smoke— Happy strong feelings For everything— Still human for a minute. Wake me up. Play the greatest hits. Friends without names, I Love You. Sing me to the street, Opportunity is knocking.
 
O Death Dreams By the river Open passageways Last call to heaven Held by a shiver. Out of the darkness Make me no King Heaven sent, Waiting around to die. Brother, do you know the road Down to the river? The place I left behind.
 
I have a love And all we have is now. Angel of death joyrider, Misery, is a butterfly Waiting for you. Slow, loud, despair- A lucid dream. End of happiness Isn't a fixed state. Feeling fades— Love, Love, Love.
 
Settle Down. Something about you Let me go fearless. We got together, You and I. The big unknown. Feel good, smile kingdom. Busy earning the heat. You ain't the the problem.
 
I see America drifting apart, Continuum. Scary Times. Eyes wide shut Suffocating fear and loathing. Hold on. Open your eyes, Get free. Never give up. In search of balance Rise intently.
 
Can't you hear it In the silence? I can't breathe. This heart folding, Claimed by the sea. Undertow hold me down. Lost one, You can't save me. I'll be out here, Dead in the water. Unmoved. Nothing without you.
 
The wall & I On the floor One more second Safe in sound cathedrals Of the mind Before deep days carousels When it all comes true. The beginning & the end linked. A place above This train wreck of a life.
 
I wonder why One life might live A greater love? In bloom flowers Crumble eventually. Lonely dancer, Slow dancing in the dark, Chasing a feeling. A caged bird’s Imitations of life Love, death, distraction The workers of art.
 
A Hymn I hate this (fucking) pain Nowhere to hide now. Endless still running On twisted ground Looking for the rain. I’m not well. I don’t belong. There must be more Than blood, flesh and bone. Shadows— I’m waiting for you.
 
My Body is a Cage Of flesh and bone. The wolves wake Dead hearts To be alone. Breathe in dreams, Truth begins unclear. Killer + the sound, A moon song souvenir
 
Lonely soul On my knees. Can’t do without you. My tears are becoming a sea. Near dark final days You couldn’t even hear The birds singing. Blue train lines Break apart. Ashes to oceans We disappear. And so you were! The color of not
 
Your Love is Killing Me And so, I come to isolation. A fitting end. Please, don’t make me cry. If we’re being honest, I’m not in love, And it breaks my heart. White flag apologies Before you go. I know the end hurt— I never wanted anything more
 
New York is Killing Me. Every thing connected, Singularity on hold. Pretty bright light, ghost hardware. Where did the night go? Between time we disappear. The alchemy of circumstance Burns full circle. Serenity.
 

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